Friday, March 25, 2011

The Baddest Broad.

I don't even understand what people have against me
Or the reasons why people don't like me
all I ask for is constructive criticism
Choppin off the parts and pieces of things I see and like and take and steal so other people will like to deal with me rather than ignore
the important words I have to say
I want to tell you
I want to be known
You need to and should know my story
but I'm so blown. Because look at this. Look at me . . . now I'm almost nothing. I thought I was on top but it seems I'm burning
Down to the ground. A hole of pity and shame. All of a sudden, ain't nobody know my name.

Some other trick is gonna come and take my place. I can see it now
I'm barely even on the stage, almost seepin' into the crowd

I have to figure out what I'm gonna do because if I stop now that means
all the time will be wasted and I'll just have to find more time to waste
with things that don't make me as happy or cause just the opposite
I'm a free phenomenal women with too many talents.
Most of which need more developing so now you see
Its me that's the problem
The rest of them are ready
but that is why you don't talk to me
that is why they ask you for a female rep and Kiwi doesn't come into your mind
because I'm not good enough. Or just enough
But "I'm trying to be better than just good enough."
Because I'm tired of my spotlight fading.
I need to be the center of attention. I'll admit it now, no matter how shallow that seems
Just give me a few months. Let me lead this Queendom.
I swear I'll be the baddest broad out there .