Confusion is All She Feels

You don't need to know
what I am...

thinking.

It's not like you even care.
...
and YOU! why do you
act like you love me?
You're so just not Fair.

Now I have you in my heart
but in a different compartment.
I can let you out,
but the lines I've drawn are so clear yet unclear because even though they're not there they still exist and
i'm trying to let you go.
I've closed my eyes
Held the tears in.
I don't know why but I didn't want to cry.
I want to be in your arms
And feel your warm embrace.
I want to taste your lips
and stare into your face

But I can't.