My Dance Crew

If you don't already know, I really want to start up a dance crew this summer. I'll get into the kinks and problems and BS of the people who are in it so far later, but here's a few pictures of just the ideas I cooked up.

I was thinking of maybe having two dance crews within one. There could be the dance crew as a whole, but then within that, I could have the chicks vs. dicks so to speak.

For outfits, I would definitely want the crew to be colorful. Dry is out.

Gotta get with them i.am.me formations. They are so tight.

Little stunts.

Frienship of course and tight place to take pictures

Unity

. . . and for the guys crew there could always be an exception when it comes to me :]

For the girls crew we'd need to be on point and freaking fabulous.

On point.  Fabulous.

Possibly crew as a whole. I know I'm going to start out with more people than I'm going to end up with, but hopefully I can dwindle it down to the best dancers.

Oh Yes. That would be me sitting there, as the captain of the crew.

**sigh**

Young Girl. Big Dreams.

Trust No One

So , what is it? I'm just not good enough?
It seems like that's what it is.
Don't spare me my feelings.
Tell me what I missed.

I don't care if you're mean.
I don't care if i'm hurt.
By hiding the truth,
You're throwing my Heart in the dirt.

I just want clarity.
I want understanding,
But we won't get that
If we don't know where we're landing.

So now, I see.
This door has closed.
I'd jumped the fence
While the question was posed...

Where's the door?
What do I do?
I know my next encounters

will never again be related to you .

I'm done.
Today's lesson: Trust No One.

The War through the Door

Now that there's more words on my page,

I've stepped into a fresh new age.

As one door opens, another door closes

I'm beginning to break out of my cage

I always do my best
I've almost fixed the mess
I try not to regress
I am VERY blessed
I'm tryna let go
of all this stress
Yet, nonetheless
They are still tryna test me

Though I have overcame fear,
there's still alot that I need
to go through here.

Not tryna waste my time,
But things are boutta rhyme
I'm tryna keep it all in flow
I gotta stay in line.

Yes, now it's time to represent
I know just what to say
I ain't gon' be bent
I'm almost 16.
Yes, I've got it.
I try not to be mean
Like others were sent
to this cruel, corrosive crazy world.

People look at me, "Why's she such a mean girl?"
No, I'm really not...
Why's that all that you now see?
Let me life my life.. you will get the best in me.
A handful of perplexities becoming more apart of me
And now it get s so hard to breath
But know that I must believe
I'm tryna fight the lies,
and conquer all the fights
I'm tryna be alive
I'm tryna see the lights

Yet in my heart, I know
wherever I go
It's the LORD's love for me that will show
and He'll open the door.
He will give me more.
I'll never hit the floor,
Cause he'll help me through my war . . . <3

Fantasy Vs. Reality

Now , you've got me in your fantasies
These thing you said,
I know I'm about to believe
You've poured a gallon of hope in my heart
Manipulation? You've mastered the art.
The Domination of the absence of your presence
Reveals to me many life lessons.
I can't leave you
     with a sack of my trust.
The smiles, the stares...
     and internal lust.
I've taken apart every piece of you.
Don't underestimate what I can do.
Because I promise, that if we're through,
I'll have become something new.

A New Chapter: There's the Door

Love does not grow inside of me.
I grow with it.
Flipping my reality
Into something different.
My dreams, they soar.
Voices... they yell.
There's two doors.
And, one leads to hell.
However, I will be elevated
High into the sky.
Forever soul-mated.
The "good" in goodbye.
Yes, it'll be me,
Solid and true.
Phenomenally.
Just me along with you.

Behind another Door...

This seems to be a new chapter.

The room is empty.
And there is no one to lend me a helping hand.
The tears of blood-stained lust have been set on fire...
My heart beats no more.

In spirit, you said you'd be there.
Yes, you led me on.
But once again a separate reality clouded my judgement,
And I fell in love with... gave my heart to... someone or something that didn't even exist.

I'm looking now.
With my real eyes.
I can't stand the lies
That keep being told to me.
I've tried and I've tried.
       But now, I've had it.

Doors and Walls.

The wall that separates us was built long before I got here
I spent so much time
Wasted so much breath
and lost so many words,
trying to get past it.

But you're blocking me out without realizing that you are.
The lines are unclear.
I try not to fear
what your next words will be.
In your words it's uncertainty I hear.

I imagine myself in your arms.
Your clueless innocent charm
radiates throughout me.

But the door is already closed.